So last night i dreamed another dream that was some how joyous but disturbing at the same time. I got really angry and scared in the dream and very upset as well. In this dream i was at school and for some reason i was happy for some strange reason. You have to understand that in my dreams i rarely see them from first person point of view. they are mostly third person like I'm watching a movie of my life. Anyway I was on campus and when i would see a friend they would congratulate me and give my hugs in excitement. Well apparently i was getting married and the custom in my dream was arranged marriage. It was my time to get married and and my wedding was the next day. I suddenly shifted to a church building i had never seen before in my life but it felt somewhat familiar. I was dressed up in my tuxedo and was wondering the halls of the church and then i came upon the brides room. I was curious and was about to open the door and this guy showed up and said, "Hey man you want to meet her?" Of course i did! He was apparently a close friend of the bride but i didn't know who he was. It was time for me to meet her and i was really really nervous. The door opened and i saw a small blonde girl in a what seemed to be an old tarnished what used to be white wedding dress. She turned around and she was not attractive to me at all. She was very thin and boney and and had really bad skin and just not pleasing to my eye. I decided to go through with it any way. The ceremony was not in my dream but shortly after meeting her my dream shifted again and i was now at my reception and my entire family was there. I remember talking to my parents and grandparents from my mom's side. I saw presents on a table in the near distance and began to walk around to the odd seating arrangement and noticed the tables had been set with slender wine glasses and chocolate roses with both dark and milk chocolate on them. Everyone was having a great time and celebrating and then the mood drastically changed. My new bride came up to the table where i was talking to my family and said, " I guess we better get going soon." I was confused. It wasn't that late yet and i was having a good time. I questioned her by asking why he had to leave so early and she responded, " We need to get home so you can get some sleep before you have to wake up at 2a.m. to take over the Potato Farm." I was so mad and angry after she said that and i replied, " I am not going to wake up at 2 to work. I don't even get up that early for the job i have now and I wont get up that early for anyone. If I have to take over a Potato Farm and work like that everyday, we might as well get this thing annulled right now!"
After that statement i woke up and was so happy that it wasn't real. I don't know why i have so vivid dreams. They all feel so real; like they are happening right then. Some of the things i can understand where the dreams come from but other things i have no idea. I know the whole idea of marriage came from a conversation yesterday and the potato thing came from Bryce coming home talking about how cheap a 10lb bag of potatoes were at Winco. I guess that's what i get for falling asleep listening to Sarah McLachlan.
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